High Ramblings about Change

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A change is coming.
I can feel it.
I can see it in the wind, in the trees, in the people surrounding me.
Every subtle action, every event, everything is changing.
And that’s a good thing.
It’s time for me to change.
It’s time for this chapter to close, and a new one to open. It’s time I once again rewire my thinking. It’s time for a new phase.
I just don’t know what that entails.
But for some reason, everything congregates around my 20th birthday.
I don’t know if it’s just that I am finally leaving my teens, but there is a change in the air.
Something big is going to happen soon.
It may just be something in my life, a realization I feel coming, some kind of momentous life experience.
I don’t know.
It might be something deep, or something superficial.
It might be an event that shapes the world, or just my world.
All I know is change is in the air.
And I don’t know if it’s winter that is coming or spring.

 

-high ramblings of a stoner

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High Ramblings about Mistakes

“Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”
– Albert Einstein

I don’t learn from my mistakes. I am the definition of crazy, I literally do the same things over and over again and somehow miraculously expect a different result. It’s batshit crazy I know, but it’s like I am so into momentary pleasures that i find a way to rationalize a series of these momentary pleasures. Idk, maybe I’ll just accept that I’m crazy and not try to fix myself. Maybe I’ll continue to live like this, not giving a fuck and just living the happiest way I know how. Or maybe I’ll take that plunge. Maybe I’ll search for a different kind of happiness. The kind that isn’t dependent on senses but the soul. But hey, I’m just a no good stoner so maybe I’ll fill this pocket in our society and be perfectly content either way.

-high ramblings of a stoner…