High Ramblings about Change

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A change is coming.
I can feel it.
I can see it in the wind, in the trees, in the people surrounding me.
Every subtle action, every event, everything is changing.
And that’s a good thing.
It’s time for me to change.
It’s time for this chapter to close, and a new one to open. It’s time I once again rewire my thinking. It’s time for a new phase.
I just don’t know what that entails.
But for some reason, everything congregates around my 20th birthday.
I don’t know if it’s just that I am finally leaving my teens, but there is a change in the air.
Something big is going to happen soon.
It may just be something in my life, a realization I feel coming, some kind of momentous life experience.
I don’t know.
It might be something deep, or something superficial.
It might be an event that shapes the world, or just my world.
All I know is change is in the air.
And I don’t know if it’s winter that is coming or spring.

 

-high ramblings of a stoner

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High Ramblings about Desires

Source: Urban Dictionary: Pilot Jones

 

I want a house in the mountains. Honestly, I don’t care if it is in the Rockies or the Appalachians, or even if it is out of this country. I just want to wake up, overcast sky, occasional rain showers, poor a cup of coffee spiked with Kho Loui or rum, smoke a blunt or joint or two. Sit at my desk, laptop out, mountains and trees gazing at me through the window directly behind the desk, cigarette hanging from my mouth, and start writing. I want to be a writer, I want my career to be as an author. I want to be paid to sit at my desk in the mountains all day and just enter another world. Don’t get me wrong, there is so much on this planet I want to experience, I want to see everywhere, I thirst for adventure and journeys. But I also have my head in the clouds. I want to see all these places so I can use them in stories. I want to feel all these emotions so I can transmit them to paper in my house in the mountains.

 

-High Ramblings of a Stoner

High Ramblings about Dreams

Honestly, my dreams aren’t very practical. What I want to do doesn’t realistically relate to what I can do. But I’m young. So I have time to pursue my dreams. I don’t have to worry about settling just yet. I have time. But one day I’ll probably have to settle. And hopefully, I can do it. I just don’t want to be caught in that rat race. I want to make my dreams come true. I want to be that one in a million who succeeds because I try my hardest. I want to be a success story, to show other people that u can succeed no matter what life throws at you. I want to be…but I know realistically, I won’t make it. I’ll fail, over and over again. I just hope I settle in time not to waste my life. And if I don’t, or if I get trapped in that god awful 9-5 routine, I think I’ll say hello to death and accompany him to the next realm.

 

-High Ramblings of a Stoner